Tuesday, 6 July 2010

Just a Little Time

Hello, im back in sunny bahrain again, yes i know i said i would never be back but it means i would have had to go all the way threw to september before seeing my daddy again, and also i have no were to live.

Went back to the cressy Court house to tidy before we got our deposits back and we all decided to move last min, so i now live opposite chatham station in an alright house next to a pub! its alrite ill style it up give in the bamb factor. I think a deffo trip to ikea is needed in september.

i would like to congraduate all my graduating friends, milli, olli, nats and tal to name but a few well done guys now go out and work bitches and then get me a good job!!

Came back from Ibiza, had a great time with the gals wouldnt go back again and i was glad to come home but had some great banter and loved spending time in the sun...that wasnt bahrain. im trying to move on from harder times still but hopefully it will get better day by day...no sign of that happening yet though!!

Went to see the new twilight movie eclipse...i must just admit that it brought back some really sad memories but the film was fucker amazing!!! Edward looking hotter then ever yum yum and jacob too with his sexy muscles i hate muscles but on jacob hello...ahh and edwards jelousy and sexy loving staires made me weak at the knees...MARRY ME NOW!!!!

Saw get him to the greek, funny as fuck...litrally i was laughing out loud and it takes alot for a movie to make me laugh out loud but i couldnt stop...so good deffo must see!!!

And now i am here, in the rain...jees

Sunday, 6 June 2010

How Cute Is This

-Kissing is healthy.
-Bananas are good for cramps.
-Chicken soup actually makes you feel better.
-Its true. Guys DO insult you if they like you.
-Having someone rub your tummy when it hurts actually helps it.
-89% of guys would want girls to make the first move.
-Girls love it when Guys hug them from behind the waist.
-Chocolate makes you feel better.
-Girls love it when guys let them wear their hoodie or jacket.
-Guys think its cute when you mess up.
-A true friend will NEVER judge you.
-There is only one guy who is worth your tears.
-If you have a dream about someone, then that person went to sleep thinking about you.

Friday, 4 June 2010

State of Depression Once Again

If you have me on facebook, then i am sure over the last few months you have noticed my continual on off relationship status with one O.S, well i can tell you b's and g's that it is officially over, it ended for good on Wednesday the 26th at approx 19.00. If you had been in my room at this point in time you would have seen me on my bedroom floor, in the fettle position, screaming and crying for air as it felt like all of my insides had been ripped from with in me, i was also contemplating downing a bottle of vodka and hopeing this would send me into a nice little coma so i could sleep forever and pretend the whole thing hadnt happened. Following this i cryed for about 3 days, went to nottingham cryed a bit there, came back spent the whole day in bed crying followed by a trip to blockbuster where the server said to me, 'ah 7 movies, a tub of ice cream and puffy eyes, someones just been dumped'. OH how right he was. The next day i had my driving test which BTW i passed, followed by an afternoon of modeling and then my second trip to watch sex and the city movie 2...things were starting to get better. I still smell his t-shirt at night before i go to bed and say goodnight to him dispite he fact he obviously cant hear and the sad fact is its just me alone in my room talking to myself like a psycho freak, but i dont care it makes me feel a little bit better.

Nottingham, Nottignham, Nottingham...'sometimes youv just got to get away with the girls' firstly i would just like to point out i fucking hate that line in the SATC2 trailer, and when i say get away with the girls i mean me go up to nottingham and stay with natalie. We started off the Friday night with a bit of a BBQ and nats hot buddy Toms house, with all natalies little science buddies around, a group of girls that im not sure are all that fond of me, but whatevs. I quickly downed a bott of white wine and headed off to OCEAN the sickest night club in notts and by sick i litrally mean covered in sick, my sick by the time i was done with it!!! Got inside and headed straight to the bar, i informed the bar man that i had just been dumped and it was time to get mother fucked so i had a shot of tequilla, sambuca and vodka, finished off with a double vodka and redbull, which to be fair i almost vommed up several times, we then went to the loo, had a casual poo and went down to meet the rest of the gang, tom and his gf were arguing and pucking everywere, i think they got taken out. What followed was a night of dancing, natalie did say at one point i kept disappearing and then i would pop back up, i think i spent most of the night on the floor. The whole night is some what of a hase. I do remeber goin to the toilet again and vomming, it all came out my nose it was amazing, its never happened to me before, ahah brilliant, later when cuing for the loo this girl came up to the front of the que and begged me to let her in she said she needed to be sick, i let her go. These girls behind us asked me why i let her push in appara my reply was 'i know how it feels to want to be sick, i was just sick out of my nose, ad we did a poo earlyer', seriously i think this was the tone of the night, and also i do recall going around and telling everyone about my nasel vom, i was just so impressed. haha.

The next day we hungoverly mooched on to TGI's and Sex and the city2 movie, which despite the bad reviews was actually amaze. i was really worried when they said they were making another movie cos really were could they go with the story line, they should have just called it a day, but to be hon i was amazed, i mean really we dont go to see satc for the plot lines, and nothing happens in this movie its only set over the period of a week, and having lived in the middle east i would have to say their are a great many racist parts to it, but to be fair it is kinda what its like out there. The fash is amazing, slightly redic but amaze, sjp wore a 50,000 doller outfit in one scene crazy bitch!!! i was satisfied i loved it. The next day i was due to leave but natalie was goin to a festival called DOT TO DOT, so i thought fuck it, im gonna go aswell. Wondered around town for about 30 mins trying to find some red lipstick as all the shops were closing, those bastards wouldnt let us in little fuckers!!! met up with natalies boyf (now ex boyf) and his buddies, went to a silent disco, fucking amazing i was dancing my tiney socks off. Followed by ahhh Ellie goulding my new most favoritist singer ever. She is absolutly amazing live it is litrally unreal, i have never seen anyone with such an amazing real life, i love her. I got a bit sad because me and olli use to listen to her and i couldnt help but think about him and wish he was with me, but never minds :( Then the mystery jets came on who BTW are shit, and partically retared i found out, they were a major dissapointment, after this we went to some random little rave thing, then mike dumped natalie, yeh sad times but i think she was slightly thankful....i had to be up at 8 the next day to get my train...ahhh i slept the whole way to london, but then i had 4 mins to get my connecting train, when i missed it, i just bursed out crying i dont know what happened, it just all got ot much for me so i was stood there in st.pancrus station crying my eyes out, i treaded myself to a coisant, but i was just so upset i didnt want to go home i didnt want to be home near him and not be able to have him, i missed him so much ahh i was so upset when i finaly got the train an hour later i cryed all the way home, i got in layed in bed and cryed and cryed and cryed my eyes out, i couldnt stop, thats when i decided to get the dvds and spy on his house to see if he was even in, i just stood on the street opposite his house and tryed to see if his light were on, but they wernt, even if they were i wouldnt have knocked but i just felt better knowing i was on the street were he lived!! The next day i got up feeling fresh and ready for my driving test and i passed, i only got 6 minors..yay i couldnt belive i passed i friggin passed ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i cant belive it no more driving lessons ever, i am free and even better news my dad is buying me a pergeot 107, i didnt think he would but they are in my price range so i can get one yyyaaayyy, i should probarly test drive one first to make sure i even like it to drive lol.

After this i modeled for the first and second year fashion show, make up left much to be desired think black eyebrows and over sized red lips...not cool, but the outfits i got to model were amazing so i was happy. The teacher said that i carried the show, that i have an amazing attitude and that i reminded him of Kate Moss in her younger days, Mossy my idol wahhh. fter this i went to watch sex and the city 2 again, it was a great day over all, oh also when i returned olli had left me a really cute little card saying how proud he was of me with a little lady mascot to put in my new car for good luck, he is so sweet ahhh why doesnt he wanntttt meeeeeeeeee. How poo!!! I went out to casinos last night, it was ok, but a bit poo, mite not be going again untill after sumer, oh also i booked my flight to Ibiza so i go on sunday the 13th at 9.30 pm wahhh amazing im so excited, bring on a summer of fun fun fun!!!

Thursday, 1 April 2010

Life Latley

As i sit down at my mac computer, on my bed, with my room tidy for once, i cannot help but feel like Carry Bradshaw, obvs im not, im not pondering about love and sex and randm shit like that...i am kinda half thinking about romance cos im writing my dissertation n is romance dead, but im mainly just thinking about the goodness that life has been latly. When up to Nottingham a few weeks ago for the science ball, great night out, didnt get to use my nerd chat up lines though...ones like 'baby i wanna stick to you like glue...cose' cracks me up cracks me up...i got introduced to a small you tube vidio called gap yah...that also majorly cracked me up.... " i just chundered everywere, i was like have that nature, one nil, ha i made a little vomcano, all the little chunkletts froze...ahh best night of my life best night of my life... i was like bugghhh banter buugh" ah just so funny!!! anyway i had a great night with the likes of natalies friends, involved getting messy and dancing the night away !!! Went out with clairy and emma last week to casinos, great time i loved my outfit, sexy little hooters top, custermised by lady natalie lines, once again loving life. Then i handed in my film project for uni, quite surprised how goot that turned out to be honest, concidering we filmed and edited it in three days, the teachers loved it, i think they recon its one of the bet in the class, ad they sed they loved us because we were so cheery and happy with great personalitys..good times. Claire left me in Canterbury on monday night, i went out for a staff night out at casinos, lost cliare halfway threw the night, couldnt find her all night, comes to two in the morning, see the bus home drive past without me on it....hour and a half later im getting into an 80 quid taxi home, great times great times...BAD CLAIRE!!!! And now i am off home for the week yay yummy cooking...mummy time and then daddy coming over i havnt seen him since my birthday so yaaay, and then the next week i dont know were ill be were ever the wind takes me, nottingham, brighton, mite see if natalie and her frieds want to road trip, i duno im excited...im goin out to an alice in wonderland night at casinos now...me and emma are going as tweedle dee and tweedle dum...yay xxx till next time bitches

Wednesday, 10 March 2010

I Actually think this song sums up my life xx BRING IT ON

I'm sexy, I'm cute, I'm popular to boot
I'm bitchin', great hair, the boys all love to stare.

I'm wanted, I'm hot, I'm everything you're not
I'm pretty, I'm cool, I dominate the school.

Who am I? Just guess!
Guys wanna touch my chest

I'm rockin', great smile, and many think I'm vile.
I yell and I jump you can look but don't you hump, whoo!

I'm major, I roar, I swear I'm not a whore!
We cheer and we lead and we act like we're on speed

Hate us cause we're beautiful?
Well, we don't like you either!
We're cheerleaders, we are cheerleaders

Saturday, 6 March 2010

Update on my life atm.

So me and olli finally made up after a few months of on and off-ness. So im happy again. We decided to go and see 'Alice in Wonderland' dun du na nuuuu...yeh it wasnt that great. It was ollis idea to go up to Leister Square and watch it there on the big 3d screen. Firstly...major rip off such extortionate prices 33 quid for 2 tickets...ugh slightly redic anyway so i was paying since i only got him a baloon for his 21st birthday!! What? we were broken up, and lets remember what he got me for mine...oh yeh a broken heart!! So anyway we went to see Alice.

Hmm my oppinions on Alice in Wonderland. Well the costumes were amazing, alices dresses were just to die for, litrally unreal. i wish i was her the way they tackled the size situation aswell, changing her into a beautiful dress after beautiful dress ahh i was so jelouse. And its that good kind of 3D you know, none of that avatar bull shit, the stuff actually come out of the screen at you. Which we all love. The actress who played alice so good and so hot. But i hate Tim Burton he is such a shitty director he always has to get his stupid wife in on the action, and that stupid bongo music he likes, the movie seemed to be lacking the pathetic Tim Burton effect, untill the end were Jonny Depp whos make up was amazing, had to do some pathetic dance to the stupid music it was like that gaylord charlie and the chocco factory movie that came out a few years ago. Anyway the key aim of the game was that this movie was a disapointment. I like the cheshire cat he was cool, but only cos i like cats. And to ruin the plot for everyone, this is the second part to the Alice in Wonderland story, the first being the original disney one, this one is set whens shes older but we dont find this out till the end. Anyway dont waiste you funds!!

After this me and savmiester general took a walkie to china town were we got some yummy chinese..olli wanted sum din or sim dum, after i corrected him with Dim sum, we setteled in this traditional chinese rest, the dim sum was yum yum i telling u now i am deffo a fan of it!! And he taught me how to use chopsticks, yes i am a bit of a reet when it comes to chopsticks, he actually had to feed me at one point, but i enjoyed the exp. We then wondered into SoHo, were we were met by many a gay man and sex shops, we were in the red light district...Amazing!!! we both really wanted to go in to watch a pole dance and a bit of lap dance action, but the price was too high, i dont know who these strippers think they are, honestly what happened to the good old fashioned days of a free lap dances, anyway. We wondered around admiring the sex shops and the book shops ect, got a few really great magazine including GT magazine wich has my name...Amber Rowe...in it as Stylist Assistant...woop, and a copy of the latest pop wich has a girl from my uni in it, amazing!! We were gonna go for a casual drinky poo to celebrate me being famous, but alas the prices once again were too high, at 10 pound entry...i dont think so. So me and olive wondered the streets and got lost several times over and didnt end up getting home till 2. But all in all it was a good time. I hope olli enjoyed his birthday treat and also had a good time. When i think back to it i want to giggle, i dont know why but also i want some dim sum!!!! On another note i have tidyed my bedroom, and done my wahing up and washed all my clothes...yay so now i can get on with some work, if only i had money to buy food :(

Wednesday, 3 March 2010